Heartless/ I'm Sorry

I'm sorry Yuki, I really am.
As much as I'll like to give you a second chance, I do not have the ability nor energy to entertain.


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Taking in Yuki has been a challenge, with two canines, its tiring, but that I can still cope with.

Last night while chilling out in the front yard chatting with the neighbours before moving out, Yuki's lil sister came to pay her a visit. I've seen her a week ago, not a regular of this neighbourhood. She's dying to enter our premises. Yuki on the other hand is the alpha, punishing her sibling for her misbehaviour. The latter then disappeared for the night.

6am, Cow's alarm went off, back to the morning routine, walking Yuki and Yumi. Opened the door to find a black shadow sitting by the gate, I smell trouble.
I assumed that Yuki's the reason why her sister refuses to go. Left with no choice, I leashed Yuki and walked her to the construction site behind ours (she's always been wanting to go there). Yuki's sibling followed endlessly. Released Yuki and the two vanished behind the fence. Great I thought, family reunion, returned home, the two black knights were stationed by the gate waiting.....

As much compassion as I have for dogs, I know my limits.
I've sealed off all possible enterance. The two sidlings linges around. At this point I've blanked off Yumi's cry for a walk, my hands were full.
I've passed some bricks to my neighbour advising her that its best to seal off part of the drain, in case the sisters decides to move into hers. My neighbours ain't really a dog person, they don't mind us keeping ours, but would rather not have any themselves.

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I prayed, I'm weak and running outta energy. I'm leaving them to HIM.

Just as I start to draft this entry, loud rattling noise echoes. Drew the curtains to investigate, only to be greeted by a pair of bright glowing amber eyes.... Yuki's desperate, she squeezed herself in through the gate and she's now sitting in the pouch.

She's shaning her sister's cry, she wants to stay.
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With her sister waiting and crying, I left them alone.
To be honest, I did gave a sigh of relief with the two vanished at the construction site this morning.

I'm too tired to deal with all these. Cow's working late this whole week, its all down to me to deal with the packing and logistics for the move. The house is in a complete mess.

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The saga continues. I can't really give a damn at the moment. Heartless it might sound. My to do list is piling and I'll have to get on with it. Sorry Yuki, if your lil sister can't leave you behind, then you might have to go with her.

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Took Yumi out for a walk and saw the two black knights popping from two houses down to join us,
I should have known better, Yuki's a pretty persistent canine, while her sister just simply tagged along. Seeing her panting from the heat, my heart aches, tempted to give her some water, but I know I can't. Fighting my urge to slam open the gate for Yuki, there's just no more room for her other companion.
I'm sorry Yuki, I really am.