Wednesday, January 09, 2008

I Wished but Couldn't

Had lunch in Vivocity and the two of us went googoo over capsule toys again lol.












Three days left, and already I'm missing my lil son. Busy stocking up treats and toys enough to last him a couple of months.
There's always a sense of guilt lingering around when I'm away from him. Constantly worrying about his health and welfare. Especially when now that the vet suspect that he's got a small tumor on his back. I've explained my situation to her, and she reassured me that it would be alright to delay the operation till Nov when I'm back. Not that I wanted to delay it, but I don't trust my folks to take care of him after the operation. Personally, I do not wanna risk him having any sorta infection due to the procedure. She later informed me that the bill of the operation would sum up to around 400 bucks, worrying that that might raise concerns. But what she doesn't know is that my son is priceless, and no amount is too much to make sure he's well.
Sigh, I long for the day that I'd never have to leave him again. Would there even be such a day?
I thought I'd be used to it by now, but departure is always so bitter.
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